Saturday on 2015.05.30

I just can't believe that i just spent my Saturday morning in this way...
i never stepped out my my house, and just staying at home.

Actually i am not really enjoy this way.
i always expect a quality rest on weekend, but i don't think this is a good rest.
At this moment i still have no proper meal for my day.

I would like to ask myself, what is the real "Rest" in fact?

can we stop heart beating?
can we just stop breathing since the day comes no longer excited?

i doubt,
and i know i will not doubt for so long.

i've been so tired of keeping thinking some in-answer doubt.
i think this is how wasted Saturday i had for 2015.05.30.

i wish everything is going back to the track.
let me find out soon,

else i will never forgive myself.

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