I我爱 love爸 dad and mom妈。

我真的很爱爸妈。
i love dad and mom.

只是有些东西，真的说也说不清，千丝万缕，要得可能是一个解释。
just there were somethings that very complecated, all we needed maybe a reason. that's all.

@20100316135700

Losed 失去, Gained 得到。

每个人可能都会像我一样，在某一天、某一刻、 某一个时候， 会突然想起很多年前的某一段过去。而这一段过去，把当时的 你，折腾得不能吃，不能睡，身子瘦了一大个圈。

Everyone might be have ever like me that recall something from past in a sudden. At the past incident made you can't eat, sleep even lose your weight.

在你还未完全放得下的时候，你从来没有想过去翻阅它。毕竟它是一段伤害得你很深 的感情。你没有勇气去走你们以前常 散步的地方、不敢吃他最喜欢的食物、不敢去他最喜欢的地方。不是说一触碰就会流泪，而是不喜欢那一种过去的感伤渐渐蔓延的感觉。
You never dare to browse back when you thought that you haven't forget. After all you know that, it's a relation that hurt you deeply. You have no courage to walk the place you've ever walked with him/her, never eat what he/she likes to eat and never been place he/she likes to. It's not kinda feeling like will cry once it's touched but the spreading of sad feeling in gradually.

今天的你，可能已经站起来了，恢复了你自己原有的样子。 你可能会问自己，到底自己用了 多久的时间，从一段失去回归 原本。你也会好奇自己原来已经离开那么的一段曾经，已经好远好远。而你，会停下来看看今天的自己，你发现，今天 的你过得还不错，你有你的事业、你有你的好朋友、你有你的家庭你更有身边一般疼爱你的人。
You might already stand up at the moment and grad to own who you are. You might asking yourself that how long you spent to woke up. And you might suspect that you'd already left that "ever", so far and so far away. You stopped yourself and concern to look at yourself, you noticed, you are just not really too bad, you got your career, your good mates, your family and someone who really loves you.

你会轻轻的微笑，取笑过去的你对感情如此认真，如此痛心，而你会告诉自己，一切 只因为当时太年轻。因为自己还不明白什么是爱情，往往跌得伤痕累累，满脸泪痕。而此刻你会 告诉自己，你不会再这样，虽然已经失去了年少青涩时候的 勇敢，那一种全心全意的付出，但还是庆幸自己身边还有这么的 一个他/她坐在身边。
You will smile gently, and laugh at yourself who is the one in the past, cause you'd treat the relationship so much serious and feeling so hurt yesterday. It's all about you were too young. Because you are not really understand what meant for love, that's why you always fall down with scars and full of tears mark on your face. You are telling yourself, it will never happened again even you already losing the courage from youth and the giving with all concern, but still have to celebrate that to have the one who is sitting with you now.

人 生没有永远的成熟，只有不停的成长。 无时无刻我都不够聪明的去面对自己的问题，往往还在圈子里旋转。可是只要你给我多一点时间，我一定可以从旋转 门里找到出 口，相信我，也相信你自己吧。
For life, it's never matured but keep growing. I am still not smart enough to fix my problems and keep spinning inside a circle every minutes and every seconds. If you give me more time, i think i can step out from the sliding door, trust me and believe in yourself.

今天的你，其实过得还不错，虽然没有说太好，只是做人这些东西，只要明白到，有 些回忆里的创伤是要逆来顺受的，这么一来就会告诉自己，加油哦。
You are not really too bad today yet it's excellent and you know as a human, it's more like accept with gently while harmful comes. Tell yourself in mind, work hard and deal with it.

很多年之后，我们已经走出来，会一直提醒自己，
So many years later, i stepped out and remind myself,
失 去的，未必是最伤感，得到的，未必是最幸福。
What you'd losed, not the only sadness, from what you gained, it's never belong to the only greatest.

@20100315101537

我们都活在现实里。 We are in Reality world.

我们都活在现实里。
We are living in the reality world.

你想要一份工资优厚，工作量又少的工作，一直都没遇到。
you need a good job, but you never met the perfect job that less workload and with good salary.
你想要一个好老公，又在人海中一直和他错过。
you need a good husband, but you always miss him from the city.
你想要得到老板的赏识，偏偏得到宠爱的是另外一个人。
you need your boss appreciation, but who he noticed is another colleague.
你想要中彩票，阅读报章上得奖的是莫名其妙的人。
you need to win the lottery, who we read from news paper is just a stranger.
你想要世界和平，只是天灾人祸一天比一天多。
you need world come peace, but it's increasing for those natural diaster eroded.
你想要一间美丽舒适的屋子，翻开银行存侧数字少了几个零。
you need a wonderful and comfortable house, open the bank booked it's showing the figure that without few digits.

你想要他这样的优质生活，可是你没有多余的钱去装扮自己。
you need the better quality life, but you have no such a money to make up yourself.
你想要听些爵士乐，可是自己没有这样的品味。
you need some jazzie music, but you know that you don have such taste.
你想要自由，却一直被生活上的负担逼得透不过气。
you need the freedom, but the life just made you can't even breathing.
你想要遇到贵人，只是自己一直都没有勇气踏出第一步。
you need to meet up the one who really can change your life, but never step out by yousellf with courage.
你想要不劳而获，就是因为自己很努力，却没有得到应该得到的成果。
you need to be unearned, its all about you paid so many effort but never gets the consequent equally.
你想要很多朋友，朋友不知为什么在你有困难的时候，就是不会出现。
you need man friends, just dunno why they never around you once you faced those difficulty.
你想要飞黄腾达，机会总是和你是“hi”“bye”朋友。
you need to be rich, the chances is always your "hi" "bye" friends.
你想要保持年轻，皱纹就是一天比一天多，一天比一天深。
you need to keep younger, but those wrinkle is more and more from day by day.
你想要继续求学，就是没有人支持你。
you need to continue studying, but there is no one who really support you.
你想要改变，就是不知道重何开始。
you need to have change, just dunno how to restart yourself.
你想要婚姻，却在婚姻的路上一直走的不如意。
you need a good marriage, it's just not really happened when you are on your way, it's not going well.
你想要重新开始，想想自己自己却不再年轻。
you need to rebirth, you was thinking that yo are not young anymore.
你想要创业，开始的点还是漂浮，渐渐的，不见了。
you need a venture, from the beginning its floating, at the end it's dissapearing slowly.
你想要拥有你自己的兴趣，生活太多琐碎事左右着你的兴趣。
you need to have your own interest, life just too messy that impeded you to do so.
你想要明白一个人，就是自己不是一个敏感的人，所以放弃了。
you need to understand a people, you just gave up when you clearly know that you are not a sensitive person.
你想要出身在富裕的家庭，那么就不用比别人走长了十年的路。
you need to get born in a wealthy family, then you safe for ten years for working harder than anybody.
你想要好好爱身边的每一个人，发现身边的人好像都很忙碌。
you need to love everyone, but you noticed every body is just so busy with their life.
你想要生小孩，就只能望着身边的人一直当父母。
you need a baby, you just can envy peoples who is doing it's so at the moment.
你想要儿子成材，别人的孩子却一直比自己的优越。
you need your baby is genious, but others child just smarter than mine.
你想要幸福，就只能每一天问自己“幸福在哪里？”
you need happiness, and you ask yourself "where is my happiness?"
你想要未来，却发现生活原来没有明天。
you need a future, finally you found out there is without tomorrow.
你想要自己的生活，而生活本来就是在现实中，谁又会在乎你理想的生活？
you need your own life, but life is in reality, and who will care about your perfect utopia?
你想要离开现实，只要你还有一口气，你也得咬紧牙根的活下去。
you need to be away from reality, it's never happened once you still can keep breathing and you must standing tough and deal with it.

@20100310105349

www.seongtan.multiply.com

I created my o nline profile in multiply. The URL is www.seongtan.multiply.com.
If you feel too complecated to browse the pictures from my facebook, there will be a good place.

今天刚开启新的网上个人资料。 网址是www.seongtan.multiply.com。
如果你感到我的Facebook太复杂，这里会是好去处。

@20100225140844

Your Melaka Memory 你的马六甲

i uploaded new album called Today.

I feel so happy to have this little small trip with one of my sister ah tang. this trip was short, but memorable.. i will never forget the feelings.

今天，我终于开了新的Album叫《你的马六甲》。

我个人是真的感到很开心可以和亲爱的姐姐阿Tang有这么的一个小旅行。虽然很短，但全是记忆。我会永远都记得这个感觉。

@20100224161229

Working Resuming. 全面复工。

全面复工第一天，还不是很习惯那一种空闲。

怎么说，还是要习惯，这一期我是要努力地做好宣传的东西。

最近的心情是平静的，一切就以简洁为主吧。

好吧，就这么办。

This is the first day of working after my long vacation, i'm not really really be used to this new working mood cause it's really quite free.

What to say? it's still need to work on. At the moment, what i'm planning is try to do more advertise about myself.

My mood is really peaceful recently, therefore i think everything just come with clean and need.

ok, let's work for it.

@20100222163128